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Journal Entry: Fri Jan 16, 2009, 5:12 AM

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Fresh start

I would have posted yesterday but I was still rather emotional. I am now a single mum. If you didn't already, read back a couple of journals about hubby's bipolar. Well, For the 2nd time he's cheated on me and lied about it to my face so he's gone. I can't put myself through this anymore. It's not fair to me or the kids. I've been giving this marriage everything the past year since his last affair and apparently it wasn't good enough for him. So I'm moving on.

I may be away from dA for a bit as I now need to get a job to support my kids.. he has said he'll still support us but he has a problem with honesty so I can't really trust that. I'm applying as a substitute teacher at my kids' school so cross your fingers that I get it... I know I'll have to figure something out over the summer but this is the most sure thing right now.

Thanks for the support & shoulders to cry on (you know who you are & I love you for it). Right now I'm numb but I'm sure I'll need to cry again sometime. In a way it's a relief. Now I can start over and do things my way and not have to worry about what he thinks.

I am still taking commissions as I need the cash but they may take some time to complete... If you wanna help out but don't wanna wait on a commission you can always peek thru my Prints & see if anything sparks your interest. For those who use Poser I also have stores at [link] and at [link]

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=HarleyBliss Jan 16, 2009, 5:17:44 AM

Oh honey I sorry to hear that.

You did the best thing for you and your kids. Hang in there and I hope you get a great job to support you guys. ♥

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=taterbug Jan 16, 2009, 5:20:44 AM

Thanks so much sweetie! And thanks for being there for me.. it means more than you know.

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~Nitestream Jan 16, 2009, 5:21:07 AM

I feel for you you are a very brave and strong woman to be undertaking this... I'm sure from the information you have shared that this is the best decision. You'll be in my thoughts and prayers.

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=taterbug Jan 16, 2009, 5:24:13 AM

Thanks so much hon.. I wish I felt brave & strong.. But yeah it's for the best. I just hope the kids will understand.

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Stacie ><>

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Peace IS patriotic. Let's bring them home!

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~Nitestream Jan 16, 2009, 5:27:32 AM

With time they will..children are very resillient...I'm sure your braver than you think...that shows by opening up and sharing something like this. Keep your head up you are surrounded by friends on here every day that you can lean on.

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=taterbug Jan 16, 2009, 5:28:15 AM

And that means the world to me

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Stacie ><>

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~Nitestream Jan 16, 2009, 5:34:42 AM

Anytime

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=anarchyannie666 Jan 16, 2009, 5:49:23 AM

i am so very sorry to hear that. i feel for you and you did the right decision for yourself and for your children. it might hurt a while but i can read you are looking forward and not back in regret.
we girls are far more stronger than we usually believe. i have my fingers crossed that you will have success with a job and i wish you a happy and peaceful life with your kids

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=DarkStormX1 Jan 16, 2009, 5:53:02 AM

Stacie, all I can do is offer hugs and encouragement that it will all work out ok. Hang in there and keep the faith. (Avoids the rest of the cliche's that we all use in these times)

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*IrrevocableFate Jan 16, 2009, 6:02:48 AM

Oh dear, I'm so sorry but you did the best thing for yourself and your children. You are so very strong, so keep your hopes up because it will get better.

Your family will be in my thoughts and I wish you so much luck with finding a job. <3

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